Illusory happiness in love

 Once again, another weekend
the pain had good mood

where
want
down a desolate heart with a
Why
always living in someone else
can not tell the fate of the pain in my heart misbehave


really do not know why and wanting to cry because of laughter
less likely to want to life
to redeem your savings

but never going to give you the opportunity to be there the next time you will


afraid I can not believe your eyes the same fear
your nose and breathe the same air with
afraid of you bored with the same voice
mediocre
tired of the secular world is more tired of the emotional
the helplessness of the world unwilling to return to reality

It is still a cruel cruel
not escape due to a temporary and disappear

to stick to that persistent pain etched why
cruel reality, why
total damage
Enjoy the talk in the illusory reality
is in the relative indifference
the original only in the fantasy we are always happy to love