Give yourself a sense of balance

 Recently, I am funny, I want to laugh at myself, but still do not laugh, and laugh useless, but they do not properly review the recent state of mind is very necessary to correct and start breaking up is necessary
start to speak, To be honest, I was someone to rejection, and he has already been a long time to ignore me, in fact, so I said that sentence, and the last I finally said, people will immediately say that I take care of yourself, I am a good girl that kind of thing, so between us even if this is over, there is little loss of many separate, but also felt relieved. lost in others, after all, an intellectual, who is still relatively decent, it is seeking progress, then I guess this is hard to find such a person, and relax because he was very poor family, his income is not high, his economic deficiencies have been suppressed so that I am, because I also do a very big heart struggle, although the last still feel good as long as the others, the poor are not poor does not matter, but I still do this decision very reluctantly, very reluctantly indeed, even a little to coax their own, but in the end if he is still time to coax their own the letter. that is, the faster I coax myself believe they have nothing do not care, just like him, I was up his cool, he ignored me long, long time, it makes me so upset, I told This is because he is busy with their own, attend to me, I will barely convince myself to go to Yan'er home since that day, he told me to listen to that, my thinking has undergone a drastic change, I suddenly clear Many, I suddenly no longer for him to consider, I suddenly began to believe him to do that is probably because I do not mind a week on Saturday morning, so I sent him a message, want a result, then we that broke up. Facts have proved that I had thought so much is completely redundant, proved less of a boy to contact you, is to look down on you totally, totally do not need that time to help him find any reason, felt like a mouth naturally there will be, and my heart did not say that yet. This is my big boy of the few entirely with their own experience to prove it, will be no more doubt.
days after breaking up, I put my break the news passed through various means everyone around me, and I am more close, reports of more specific, a little further to let them know about passing the on the line, most wise to sign release by QQ I broke the news, so that we all know at once. The reason for his family know that there are two reasons, first, and most major one, not other people the impression that I also love to block I went to happiness, implying that around you who have the right to introduce up to me. Another, slightly a little bit of minor who is not that they do not know when Shunzui a man so and so who says you? I would feel lost, but maybe not. Who cares, just in case it. This is my two purposes. everyone I asked who put forward confidently say that I put forward, it could be that I mentioned What out, but is a passive argument. pipe he does, what are the Bai Ren I said to my face, spreading lies not hurt a little chant, anyway, most people around me have not seen He even took what he said how bad he did not have any losses. the people around me and I said he is quite hypocritical, selfish, anyway, so that the people around them believe that he is not good, he is not the person I'm looking for So I broke up with him. But how to say, I say do not come from nowhere, he and I get along in the process, many of the details reflect the will of his hypocrisy and selfish calculation, but I ignored him then out Bale. but I admit that I was described by his colleagues and he was more or less a bit exaggerated, in fact I know he will not have heart, as he is actually not a bad nature, but I order to make themselves balance a little bit of my heart, I'm afraid I regret it, Instead of listening to those who say to others, but is 说给自己听, I am a sour grapes people, through such a process, I am very relaxed this process through the lovelorn, in my mind began to feel that I should be very glad that they are separated and he is very fortunate to have the chance to re-find the others, if I do well with him, I will be very sorry .
any case, he is completely in my mind the past tense, he has erased from my mind, at least 95% have been erased, as has the remaining 5% and feelings of not the relationship between them, is entirely on me recently in ordinary thing can no longer ordinary, as long as there is no loss of memory will not remember nothing. Now I want to say my last few days events. Recently, I look son seems very relaxed emotional thing, completely unlike the last romance, as can not wait to find a substitute, this time no, I'm cool, I think I will not casually to establish a relationship with others, I will not go to make their own emotional struggle to accept other people's things, I think I need to average just wait for the man of my life there, when he appeared, I do not insist on not refuse. I think I want this one rich people lived, this what to enjoy life, I told myself, people do not waste time on life, not because it is a person, no air live on the heart, no, no matter You Moren thinking about, I To take good care of myself, will love his will to love others. it was in when I think, the mood was very calm very calm attributed to the time the sign of a sudden romantic encounters came home that day my mother suddenly said to me smiling I Sanjiu introduced me to an object, individual condition is fine, I'm an accident, the accident actually introduced so quickly gave me a good condition, more by chance than last time, remember the last time after breaking up faster I am anxious to die, every day home from work first thing my mom asked me how things had been the object, but this time I was not thinking about so quickly gave me one, but one day after another boy in good condition are also included in the candidate range, which made me suddenly want to surge, the most surprising is that the next day, talked a year ago, a friends, suddenly sent me a message, ask me how. through the chat, where we work very close, is a national civil servant, is the kind of car and house, but not well educated, we had met, but have seen how even after no contact, I would like to acknowledge is that My appearance is not standard, there has long been my friends without him, and then received his information I do not know who, but I am smart Yes, he flips through the chat I know, but in fact he did not know who I am, totally thought it was a pretty girl, you may see the personal signature that broke up, and would like to swoop in a bar, the results did not expect that I, Oh, I'm not a pretty girl in his imagination, and I was think he knows I'm sure to disappoint, but if they did not, he said Mody asked me to go home at noon, I said, ah, to back, after a while, he says or you do not back together to eat , and I am pleased, but had to pretend to get one, so I said that I worry about bad weather at noon, he said okay, he drove over, since he said so to prove that is still very deliberately, I said okay, and that We eat together at noon. heart burst secretly pleased, to eat the atmosphere is fairly relaxed, casually eating a point, during which he asked me about what the term boyfriend, I took the opportunity to a handful of cattle with him, my predecessor In the case says the reason a lot of good, the biggest change is that people returned to rural areas is clearly said to be local, let him hear a little drop eyes, thinking that such a rejection of you good people, I was quite complacent, then one would like, lie a little too prepared, and people were probably thinking I Bianxia Hua, and nonsense are compiled so fake, really fails. say that I am immature this person is immature, meal I also secretly delighted for a long time, I thought Zhibu Ding, and he may also, in case someone like me how to do, Oh, they were also a half-diamond bachelor, and also doing pretty well, I thought of this In fact, I forgot about the first object, and he was almost, in fact, such a person is able to satisfy my vanity fills the other is also no good, this is not cool and my immaturity. met online, I a better understanding of the people did not, Zhi Buding people do have a girlfriend now, do not regret it one day too late to fool. Frankly speaking, I was under the impact of the company XXX, knowing the background of her husband after his total to more than the others request to find, is really not necessary, it is difficult for their own, everyone has everyone's way and I do not go more than his. to take their own way is really now.
I think I clarifying ideas, not greedy vanity, sense to find a suitable object, in the there must be a clear understanding of their own, not once since the incredibly light, and sudden weight of the incredible, this is not good, are not cool, I have sense. I think I Sanjiu give me two days ago, said that was good, more comfortable in all aspects, if there is further development, I have to cherish.